bad mood.....

next wek is exam already.but me still do not prepare much about the exam....haiz...sad....really fel lazy arh...i try my best to read already...but still cant read much...so take a breath and type blog...today receive another bad new...that is a doctor's wife past away...really sad new.....what can i do?just can pray that she rest in peace....haiz.....talk about my 1st year final exam....i cant think that what result i will get....will it better than 1st semester?i dont think so....will the cgpa more than 3?try my best.....really starting tension.....pressure again.....what can i do now?just the only way.....study hard and smart.....haiz.....i will tell myself that i want to study study and study....after this exam i will go sungai petani,penang and soso....think of that reali excited...so i tell myself that i just suffer this few weeks only.after that i can fly lo....haha...become a bird with freedom....so dont think of negative side....just study hard n smart lo.....i will jiayou d.....